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Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Take the long way home

I'm in a bit of turmoil over the silliest thing.

It's the Cowtown Marathon in February.

In my excitement, I signed up the very first day the race registration opened.  I just knew that I wanted to run a marathon next February shortly after my 50th birthday (you know, bucket list type thing).  I did a half marathon in March of this year and even a 15k run in mid-July in sweltering Texas heat.  I mean, how hard could 26.2 miles be?

Oh dear.  WHAT HAVE I DONE?  I. Am. Mortified.

How will I EVER run TWENTY SIX POINT TWO MILES?? For heavens sake, I'll be FIFTY!

(Whew.  Glad I got that off my chest.  I was freaking out a bit.)  

In my panic, I've checked the website to see if it's possible to recant my ill-conceived idea.  I can't exactly cancel my spot, but I can decide to run a shorter race - like a half marathon instead.  I have till December 31st to decide.

My husband even bribed me to run the FULL marathon by offering to buy me jewelry.  (Yes, he knows I can be bought.)

But now that the time has come to start training for the run, I'm really wishing I hadn't been so rash in registering.  What's wrong with me?  Do I think I'm YOUNG or something?

I did actually print out a suggested training schedule from the race site.  The runs aren't so bad during the week (mostly 4-6 miles 3 days a week).  But the Saturday run increases by a mile each week.  This Saturday is 6 miles and it goes up from there.  I feel comfortable with the schedule until it gets to the double digit schedule the week of Thanksgiving.  That's just a month away.

I guess that's what I'm most afraid of...the long training runs.  Those double digit runs means running for 2-4 hours (or more).  And actually the longest distance is just (just - ha, ha) 20 miles.  That means the day of the marathon I STILL have another 6.2 to go.

My inner gazelle is feeling like a tired, old mule just thinking about it.

I decided to just see how long I can keep up with the schedule (and IF I can keep up with the schedule without injury - I still am having a bit of Achilles tendon problems).  I can decide after I try the 16 mile run right after Christmas.

Oh tidings of comfort torture and joy pain.

3 comments:

Julia said...

Well, I'm feeling the EXACT same way about running 5 miles in a little over a month! WHAT was I thinking? I'm excited about the race, but I'm not enjoying my every-other-day runs very much. I guess I don't like the solitude... I should learn to like that more. You're doing great - just keep at it and don't worry until December 31 :-)

The Hafts Happenings said...

Wow, a marathon, that's awesome!! I just started running a couple of years ago and ran a couple 5k's this year. Pondering a 10k, but apprehensive about that!! Good luck!!

Schweers' Mom said...

@ Hafts Happenings...a 10k is fun. I did the Cowtown 10k last February and really enjoyed it - very scenic route . I've also done a Half Marathon in Dallas in March. I loved it and it really didn't feel hard after I had trained for it. I think what intimidates me most is the training for the marathon (well, that and running 26.2 miles!). Thanks for your comments!